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I Had to Make a Difference
Several
years had passed since Ronnie’s sad and lonely death but
with the dawn of every day I became more obsessed with the cause
and circumstances of his demise, but even more so, about how to
use his death as a positive factor in preventing
others from falling into the same pathetic,
miserable trap that took his life.
As
difficult as I knew it would be, I had to write his story because
I knew just how miserable he was and I knew about the daily firestorms
that besieged this former football star. I watched him deteriorate
from a fine tuned athlete into someone who literally gave up on
life, lost all self-worth, self-esteem, self-control, his family,
his identify and then his tormented life to ALCOHOL,
the demon that ultimately consumed him.
Although
I had completed the manuscript of RONNIE, I knew
the task would not be finished until I developed a program that
would give me the opportunity to
take his true story to every young person
in America through the book or in person. Often times I direct
my message toward student-athletes simply because they are frequently
looked up to, emulated so to speak, by many students. However,
make no mistake about it, this message is meant for every youth,
every teenager and every young adult across America as
well as their parents and grandparents.
Ronnie’s
story is of a person who forfeited
his life to ALCOHOL ABUSE that began
with casual, social drinking
in high school. After all the glory days
of college football were no more, the curse left him an empty
shell of a man who was convinced there remained no real purpose
for his life.
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